urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kirdie_moo secrect thoughts... kirdie_moo 2007-01-31T17:25:13Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kirdie_moo:2057 2007-01-31T17:25:13Z 2007-01-31T17:25:13Z the sound of silence...on the real tho...nuffin at all so january is at an end...and i haven't posted anything since the end of november...i guess i should recap the begining of the new year.<br /><br />i quit michaels...me and reid moved out...we started to record music together...the rape ape booked shows...i've started to paint and write a lot more...i found out my grandfather has cancer...one of my neighbors has already complained about the noise (but i think they are hearing the people underneath me that act a damn fool)...<br /><br />things have not been boring to say the least. i have enjoyed this past month of my life so much. i've grown and changed a lot in the past year...in not only my relationship with reid, but my personal relationship with myself. i know my boundaries better...i know which blows i can and can't take...i feel like i know my self a lot better...i'm glad i'm at the place i am today...i feel very safe and happy here! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kirdie_moo:1841 2006-11-30T04:14:46Z 2006-11-30T04:14:46Z nuffin so yesterday i was still sick, but i felt like getting out and getting some fresh air...being stuck in this smokey house all day sucks. me and reid decided to take a moped ride over to his friends house...that's right...2 deep on the moped...first time we tried it and it worked out really well. anyway...so on the way back from his friend's house we took all the back ways. when we got over towards the bayou i hear something that sounds like something running and it's loud. all of a sudden 3 huge deer come bounding out of someone's yard, cross the road like 10 feet in front of us, and run up the hill on the other side. i was totally blown away. i had no clue that there were deer in monroe...and you know everybody else thinks that to...what if you were to hit one of those deer in monroe...would anybody believe you...it wouldn't be a real good excuse like it would be out in the country...either way...i saw 3 of them...and reid saw them too!!! the ride was really nice too. it wasn't cold...it felt great...it looked pretty...a very good night to have a ride. i want a cute little scooter now...hahaha...i'd rather get a motorcycle...and i will have one...oh yes...i will!!! well, that's all for today i guess...i just wanted to document the cool deer in monroe experience before i forgot about it. <br /><br />fin... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kirdie_moo:1551 2006-11-28T20:16:30Z 2006-11-28T20:16:30Z t.v. last night sucked...it felt like my head was going to explode...i got that junky junk all up in my head...and my stomach feels yucky for some reason...the nose...yea...it's running away. buh! *cough cough* so yea...i feel like crap, and reid is out on the moped looking for places for rent. hehe...i would have went with him, but i have to work tomrrow...so i'd like to rest up and get better...i really don't want to have to work like this. mom's really interested in me and reid moving out. i told her i only wanted money for christmas...all i want is to move out and get my own place. yea...i'm going crazy...not in a bad way...i'm just tired of having everything in my life shoved into one room. i want to put my keys in the door, drop my purse on my chair, flop on my couch, and have things around me that are mine. patience tho...i have to remember to be pattient. good things come to those who wait...well, reid is back...let's see what he found.<br /><br />fin... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kirdie_moo:1290 2006-11-26T05:12:24Z 2006-11-26T05:12:24Z nuffin i'm glad things are starting to turn around. the fog is still there it just isn't as thick...for a while there i thought i had totally lost myself, but now...now it's different. time and patience can do wonders...you just have to wait...that's the thing...the waiting part. it's a killer. i don't want to sit around and wait, but sometimes you get stuck there...in the waiting. well...i have left thing waiting and i'm on my way out. reid went to go look at some apartments today. he got us on a few waiting lists. i we might as well...we aren't moving out today, but we should be out by january. <br /><br />fin... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kirdie_moo:872 2006-07-05T23:07:44Z 2006-07-05T23:07:44Z reid playing grand theft auto i have been on the hunt for a sugar glider now for the past month and a half...i think that i have finally found one. there is a lady in southern louisiana that has 3 joeys...i'm hoping that she will hold one for me till i can get moved out or at least take a deposit to hold one. i have been searching all over for one. there aren't many breeders in louisiana...and all of the suggies that are around here are for the most part displaced from katrina. these are all older and are totally stressed out. i want to get a baby so i can start the bonding process with it early on. i want it to be comfortable around humans...and since there are so many people around all the time it needs to adapt to strangers too...i'm so excited. i'm hoping by the end of the month i will be done with the hunt. <br /><br />peace... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:kirdie_moo:683 2006-07-05T18:38:42Z 2006-07-05T18:38:42Z the sounds of the tv i have taken a break from livejournal...i have become one of the myspace kids...and i really really love it, but i need a place to put my journal. things that i don't want to stick on my blog...so yea...i'm sure you understand...whoever you are. welp...this is all i can do for now...but i have a few issues that i would like to discuss.